Finally hit One-derland and a few other updates.
It's been forever since I've been on here and I'm sorry I lost touch with you fine people. Hopefully some of you remember me! lol
So, in May I graduated with my AAS in Accounting from SFCC in Sedalia. I got a job here in Clinton doing accounts payable and I love it! Then the trouble started. To make a long story short, I had a major manic episode and during that I cheated on my husband. I didn't even know I was bipolar until I started seeing a psych when he left me and the kids 3 weeks ago. I am now on Geodon and am seeing a therapist for talk therapy. He says he has moved on, but I still have faith that there can be healing and our marriage will make it. We've been married 9 years in October and have 3 young kiddos, 7, 5, and 2.
To top things off he got fired from his job 2 weeks ago and hasn't found anything yet so I am panicking about paying the bills as well.
So, stress has been my middle name trying to work, take care of 3 kids, and get my mental health straightened out.
But one good thing, today I weighed and finally hit 199. I have about 34 more pounds to go and feel like it WILL happen. At least something is going my way!
So, in May I graduated with my AAS in Accounting from SFCC in Sedalia. I got a job here in Clinton doing accounts payable and I love it! Then the trouble started. To make a long story short, I had a major manic episode and during that I cheated on my husband. I didn't even know I was bipolar until I started seeing a psych when he left me and the kids 3 weeks ago. I am now on Geodon and am seeing a therapist for talk therapy. He says he has moved on, but I still have faith that there can be healing and our marriage will make it. We've been married 9 years in October and have 3 young kiddos, 7, 5, and 2.
To top things off he got fired from his job 2 weeks ago and hasn't found anything yet so I am panicking about paying the bills as well.
So, stress has been my middle name trying to work, take care of 3 kids, and get my mental health straightened out.
But one good thing, today I weighed and finally hit 199. I have about 34 more pounds to go and feel like it WILL happen. At least something is going my way!
Brandy so good to hear from you again, of course i remember you....I am so so sorry that you have been having problems...at least you now have a name for all the feeling you have been having...sorry that youri marriage is bad. I will be praying for you if you want me to that is. With your degree in Accounting you should be able to get a job that the wages would support all of you., it might mean that you would have to move but there have been worse things happen....I dont mean to make light of any of your problems.just trying to encourage you that you can make it. it is so sad that he says your marriage is over. so sad. We all love you and hope and pray that all will go the way you want it.
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GOD BLESS YOU TODAY
JAN COOK
Brandy,
I'll be praying for you and for your marriage. I don't know if your husband is able to forgive you enough to consider counseling but it's worth a try.
Hugs,
Lana
I'll be praying for you and for your marriage. I don't know if your husband is able to forgive you enough to consider counseling but it's worth a try.
Hugs,
Lana
Adamsamah, Lana
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