I NEED PRAYERS FOR MY MOM DESPERATLY

HOSPICE JUST CALLED ME AND TOLD ME THAT MOM IS IN FINAL STAGES OF LIFE.

hOW DO I GO ON FROM HERE??????????????? i AM SO LOST.

i have always said i have 2 chioces when my feet hit the floor of a morning .i can choose to be happy or choose to be sad, But i can not buck it up and be happy. My mother is dying and in so much pain,and can hardly breath she struggles to breath, and i find it hard to accept . even though i know better i am angry with God, How can a God that is suppose to be so loving,let a woman who gives so much to others,Lay there in so much pain and die a slow agonizing death... I am angry with him at this time If i could take her place and all her pain ,i would do it in a heartbeat..
No Matter what anyone thinks of me i am begging for you all to please pray for my mother. I thank you all for praying.
  DEb