Backing out of surgery Monday

Btw, I couldnt walk 2 blocks when I weighed 325, but this summer the kids and I went to the KC Zoo and I walked the ENTIRE zoo with no problems!! Also, we went to Oceans Of Fun and I went on the high towers of slides walking up and down 100s of stairs and I couldnt never of done it before. I have a 15,13 and daughter who is about to be 8. I had the best summer with my kids this past summer then anyother time since they were born. I cant tell you how great I feel!! I truly hope and pray that you will leave it all in gods hands and enjoy the rest of your time here on earth and I hope it is in good health. You prayed about it for 2 years for a reason... All I can say is pray and trust in god.

Kim,
I hope you can find the strength and courage to go on with your surgery. It is your decision but your weight does effect others - like your kids and spouse - and I know they love you dearly no matter how big you are but you will enjoy them so much more if you can have the surgery and get more active.
Know we will be praying for you and know that, as Janet has said, there's a time for everyone to die and God IS in control. I am claiming victory over your fears for you and praying that you'll have surgery and be a successful witness to others who conquer their fears and WIN. Keep your eyes on the prize of a new life.
Hugs,
Lana