WHATS HAPPENING SATURDAY

I am 3 years out this past August and I noticed something yesterday, I just don’t want to eat or at least not worry about protein , calcium , vits , fats and sugars , it is like my mind has had enough….yes yes I know it is a life time commitment. Ive preached that myself. But I have noticed with me that in the last month or two it is like I have to make myself take my vits and water and I have never had a problem with that. I have to make myself see if I have had enough protein or not. And I have never had a problem doing that before . I wonder if I think im normal now? Do any of you have this problem? Maybe if I was still losing weight I wouldn’t think this way but I havent really lost any weight for at least a year I don’t think,….have been wearing size 10s since I was about 10 or 11 months out and still do. don’t think I am depressed. Have too much to do to be depressed don’t know what it is but I need a swift kick from some of you to get me back in line lol …

Oh my gosh at 8:30 fri morning I went out and checked the rain gauge and it had 6 plus inches in it good grief….

Still raining. Will see what it says by tomorrow morning at 8:30 good thing we live way up on a bluff. Lol

Temps have been dropping all day….started at 7am fri morning at 71 noon Friday was 50 and going down …

I have come in from outside from putting my plants that cant stand the cold in the green house. They are going to have to survive without heat in there so have been collecting milk jugs. Anyone have any …I fill them with water and they get warm from the sun and put off heat in the green house at night. Also I will put a lamp in with them but that is it , im not about to run up a 300 dollar elect bill from running heat in the green house this year. Aint going to happen ….I will just start over. I might put some of them in the house but don’t know they might get awfully dry ….oh well will see what happens. I can always start over with them …might adopt them all out lol I have the biggest prettiest passion flower vine….the thing started this spring as a tiny 2 inch plant and it is now 5 to 6 ft tall and has been covered with flowers. I have potted up several small plants does anyone want a start? The flowers are very pretty . I hope the big one will make it thru the winter but if it doesn’t like I said I have several small plants.

My kidneys are hurting tonight and im running low grade fever. Well I say kidneys, it is hurting in the area where they are anyway lol ….awe shoot tomorrow is sat , darn I cant go to the doc. Unless I go to urgent care. don’t know that it is that bad. Yet------

SUSIE::: I would think that you weighed less that 138 too. You are very tiny…I know you don’t think so but you are. You need to look at pictures of you before and of you now,. Several of them look at them daily …lay out a piece of clothes that you wore before surgery and a piece you wear now. Look at the difference in the size of them…give yourself permission to say things to yourself about how little you are. You ARE TINY you look like you maybe weigh 120 at the most. But I also know that we usually weigh more than what we look like , one doctor told me that it was because with being larger for any length of time our bones become heavier and we also get more blood volume than normal. And it makes us weight more , now I don’t know how true that is but it does make some sense.

I will pray that you get approval and can have the plastic surgery that you want. I plan on calling up this teaching hospital in Dallas , I know of 3 different girls that have had plastics done there and said they paid almost half of what it cost with other surgeons ….I would like to have a face lift, my face just deflated when I lost weight. I never realized how fat my face was….I was always sort of proud of the fact that I didn’t have many wrinkles….I know better than to be proud lol anyway just keep busy and January will be here before you know it.

Was really sorry to hear about Marilyns mother passing. I know how hard it is to lose your mama…

SUSAN:::: well glad you got home without washing away last night. Well didn’t get to wal mart today, spent most of the day getting some of my tropicals into the green house. It is almost filled already…oh was going to tell you all….you know I said I planted several seeds for jalopena peppers and never saw them lol well they were still in small planters that I found about a month ago , still green and looked pretty good so I planted them in bigger pots to see if this is what they were and yep…..so I have about 6 plants that are starting to produce lol ….when you all come down to get the hibicusus plant will give you a couple of those and Andy can have fresh peppers all winter. Lol wont that be great????. So sorry to hear about you co worker. I am still praying for her. Such sad things in this world…and here I sit worrying about wrinkles.

I am sure glad that Joes heart test are all ok too. Made me smile all over the place.

JANET wow it is so good to have you back on the board regularly again….wish some of our other regulars would get back on…

Sounds like you really got lots of rain , more than others but Joplin always gets the worst of any type of weather…whether it is coming up from Texas or across from Ok , it alway****s Joplin. I don’t think I would live there…lol.

I don’t know why some of the older regulars don’t get on much anymore. I miss them too. I don’t know why Sugar doesn’t get on here much anymore. She is a very busy woman….you can call her or email her and see if she would be interested in helping you ….maybe you all could give us some sort of early report at the next meeting. You think?

We will be praying for Megan on Monday ……love you much and let me know what your gyn says.

Jo:::::I don’t think any of us are ready for cold weather, the only solution that I know of is to move to warmer climate lol .like AZ can you tell im affixed on AZ. ???

Yeah I would most defiantly call your doctor about your test results….

I guess im dumb but what is a Stephan Minister? Sounds like something you are excited about but I don’t know what it is. …I know it must be involving your church and some study that you are doing …it really sounds interesting.

Stay warm and dry…..and stay with us …we miss you when you arent here.

Jeanie-Rae….so glad that you got your paper work sent off….and so you begin….wont be long now till you hear something. We will all keep praying for you that your trip gets started soon.

Sounds like you are doing really well on your new doctor reviewed diet….

Glad to hear your hubby is doing better. That is really great.

We are hear for you always….cant wait to greet you at the losers bench soon…