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oh Pooh Bear im not going to jump you sweetie...i know how horrible that feeling is and not know what to do....get yourself an appointment with a physcologist. there are some that work on a pay as you cAN pay plan...sweetie you need something and someone to talk to. dont what ever you do say it isnt important because  it is. ... please get some help tomorrow , call and tell them you have to see someone that you are afraid of what you might do.next , they will see you...there is meds out there that dont cost as much as paxil and there are programs to help you get what you need when you need it. so dont put it off please...wish i was close to you i woul give you a big hug , dont know what good that would do but -- we love you and care abvout you and so keep talking to us  OK?

Jan
Thank you for responding. I have history of major depression,but even when i was at my lowest i was never this angry. dunno whats going on just wi**** would go away.
LOve and Hugs Deb

Hey girl, no one will jump you for stating these things that have got to be driving you wild!!!! You sound like me about 15 years ago when I was first going thru some hormonal changes in my life. I didnt like anyone...about 3 weeks out of each month I was like that, every month for about 3 or 4 years. How old are you? Have your Dr prescribe some hormone cream...have you had the hormone levels checked? If they are screwed up it could just be your age and not have a thing to do with surgery.

Just know that we love ya and pray for you to get a grip and hang on...sometimes this can be a bumpy ride.

When you are feeling more generous and in a better frame of mind, call all the family together and tell them you are sorry for saying things that hurt them and you dont really mean it, but until this is settled, just stay clear of you for awhile! LOL!

Love ya and never feel bad for venting dear! We all need to occassionally!

Sugar
I will be 49 soon.I had a complete hyterectomy in Feb 07. Was on hormone pill for about 2 months.I am not sure what is going on.I just know everyone and thing around me is getting hit with hurricane force winds.
Thank you for responding.
LOve and Hugs Deb

Not sure if I can be of any help, but I will offer my personal experience. After my surgery, I quit taking my depression medicine (Pristiq) - mostly because with all the complications from surgery I was unable to swallow the pills. Boy, was I awful!! I recently restarted and am starting to feel better and my attitude has gotten better. And on the cost thing, my PCP gives me samples because the prescription is too high for me to afford. Maybe your PCP could do the same?? Hope this helps...

I would say from experience, your system has run completely out of all the meds and it is time naturally for your body to be in full blown change of life....Jan has given some good advise. There are alot of meds out there that will do the same as Paxil that are cheaper. You can go on line and get a list of meds that do the same thing and look at the pharmacy comparison prices and find the one you can afford.Sometimes your Dr. can give samples for a long time also. Meds are important for both relationships and out own sanity. Your in my prayers.


Barbara

Pooh....

My heart goes out to you! Boy I know I couldn't babysit  in the frame of mind I've found myself in a time or two since surgery... sure wouldn't of been good for me or the wee ones!

Know you are in my thoughts and prayers for the very very best in all these situations you find yourself dealing with.

Bec

Just so you know and maybe this will explain some of the reasons you feel like you do. We store estrogen in fat cells so as we lose all this weight those hormones are released into our bloodstream at record speed. So of course we are either angry as hell or crying our eyes out for no apparent reason. I have no suggestions as to what to do about it but I know I felt better knowing the feelings I was having were not by choice.
Hang in there it should level off soon,
Connie B.

Oh gosh pooh, I haven't been on here in awhile...so so sorry  it sounds like a soap opera...guess what in this soap I am yor best friend and neighbor going through some of the exact same things you are!! (except i wont be cheating with your hubby on the side lol) my son is not married but has a child and living together with a child so close enough..she is nuts, she can say..actually text she has no guts to say anthing to anyones face just loves to spew her bull**** with her fingers. she does the equivelent of a v3erbal bomb, throws it a room full of people to get one and injures the whole crowd, pshyco!.my son whom i love, just say's "i don't want to get in the middle of it" well to a point i can understand that, if it was just minor petty stuff, but i don't get to riled by a minor petty remarks, she is just hurtful. it hurts more the rejection from my son, that is how it feels anyhow, you know what? just because our sons are idiots married/ shacked up with *****es, doesnt make us the crazy ones!!!  how bout you and be get some black sweats, masks, and baseball bats...just tiny little wood ones...won't hurt much..lol..lol, and take care of each others little "problem"  ok just kidding, but it's not illegal to fantasize right?! sorry if i wasn't much help. i hope it gets better real soon i do, come on here and rant away...estrogen be damned!