THANK YOU SO MUCH

 I don't know how I got so lucky but God has blessed me with a secret friend. She is not my secret pal (who I am also very thankful for), but someone very sweet and thoughtful who some how managed to send me cards and letters on days that were just horrible for me. She said at first they just started out as kind of a joke and then tonight I let her now just how much they had helped me out and meant to me, and we both knew then that there had been a higher power working.
 She has given me a few hints to who she is, but also pointed out how much more fun it was to stay a secret for now, and even though I would love to know who she is I will wait to find out, and we have decided that it will be in person. I can't wait to hug her.
 Anyways I just wanted to let everyone know that there is a truly amazing lady out there and I THANK HER AND GOD FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

Love and Hugs

Renee that is really awesome that someone is doing that.  You must be a pretty special lady to have a secret friend.  Congrats.

Heyyy Angie,
 I'm not sure how special I've been at all being wrapped up in my own self pity for the past few weeks, but this person sure has made me feel special and alot better.
 I've decided to suck it up and move on. There's really not anything else I can do but hope and pray that Kala and the baby are safe and happy and that all her dreams and hopes come true. I knew her moving so far away would be hard but I never thought it would send me so deep into a spiral to where I thought I was so unloved and unwanted, I know better then all that and I'm getting my wit's about me again.