Ok Jan,Susie,Andy and all the other ones that were right...lol

Yea....I finally found a way to do my protein mix, with out gaging and having that awful sweet taste!!!! I know that I have seen it done this way, but was dead set against it....because of the taste! But not no more....I have officially made it to the 65 grams of protein in....yea for me....now I havent eaten anything...but at least I got my protein in!!!!!
So just wanted to let you all know that for today at least....I finally did it...but man am I full....but thats all right.....And I kept everything in so far....keeping fingers crossed!
Thanks again for have the patience of saints with me...I know that I have been a BIG PAIN, and have WHINED as well but I think I have figured out that I cant do this anymore with out putting food in my mouth....Now I just have to convince my head that its ok to do that....
Again thank everyone for helping me...
Love and Hugs...

lol it really is a head game isnt it Cor..... so how did you finally get your protein in . ...so glad that you are feeling better... keep up the good work and start adding water and get the vits in some how...just have to . dont we.?? love you take care..