Apology for my Nasty filthy mouth yesterday
I dont hardly ever talk lie that and i am sorry i was offending to all. I just am so irritated over STUPID ER dr's and my own PCP i could spit nails plus the fact i was pawned off another child and wasnt even asked if i would watch her.I am raising Nikki cuz the tramp couldnt keep her leggs closed .Dont get me wrong i wouldnt trade nikki for the worls i love her to death as if i had given birth But the damn woman slept with my husband knowing he was married got pregnant rubbed it in my face cuz she knew i had always wanted a girl and couldnt,Even nammed her after Gail. Her name is Nicholle Gail.So when she continues to stick her butt in my life it makes me MAD.My back is killing me and my gut so i am not a nice person to be around right now.maybe i am wrong for being angry about how she pawned montana of on me but the fact remaines i am. WEll i'll get off here and probably wont be back for awhile .Till i can be positive and supportive.I am acting like another spoilded brat that is on here but wont mention no names.Cuz she drives me insain also
Know that you will all be in my prayers I love each of you.Have a blessed day.
Love Deb
Know that you will all be in my prayers I love each of you.Have a blessed day.
Love Deb
NOT NOT NOT, dont you dare leave this board just because you feel, used, abused and not well!!!!! We have all had those day,,,and if were all truthfull, we have had to many to even count.
NOW, get your butt to a different Dr. and different Hospital and get yourself seen properly!! By a Dr. that give's a crap about you!!!! Your way to important and have gone to far to just give up...
Sorry If this sound harsh...but would you tell me the same thing?????? YES YOU WOULD!!!
And as far as the other women....WHAT WOMEN???? You have Gail....its her loss....just remember what goes around comes around and guess what its BITEING HER IN THE ASS!!!!!
ok I hope that this didnt offend you....
love and great big Hugs to ya
NOW, get your butt to a different Dr. and different Hospital and get yourself seen properly!! By a Dr. that give's a crap about you!!!! Your way to important and have gone to far to just give up...
Sorry If this sound harsh...but would you tell me the same thing?????? YES YOU WOULD!!!
And as far as the other women....WHAT WOMEN???? You have Gail....its her loss....just remember what goes around comes around and guess what its BITEING HER IN THE ASS!!!!!
ok I hope that this didnt offend you....
love and great big Hugs to ya
Cor
Cor
Thank you so musch for being so understanding. i will be calling Dr Ceismeir in kv Monday. I had an Appt with her once but couldnt make it.But i am sick and tired of haveing a DR that dosent listen to me and hear what i am tellung him.Sure he hands out pain meds but dammit i want someone who hears what i am telling them and i want things fixed not something that just covers up the problem for 30 min.
And you are right about things biting Monica in the ass ,When Nikki called us last night crying wanting to come home she told Monica {her womb Mom] That she wanted to go home to her mommy cuz she loves me and misses me,So what does that tell that worthless peice of crap. Tells me she has has not been a mom to nikki and nikki wants to be where she knows she is loved and wanted,So how does the ***** like me know.and it is noones fault but her own. Sorry there i go again but when it comes to that woman i just cant help it.I am like a mama wolf will protect and love my child to the end.And yes in my eyes Nikki is my daughter even though i never gave birth to her. OK done again at least till next rant,LOL
LOve and HUgs Deb
Again Thank you,
Thank you so musch for being so understanding. i will be calling Dr Ceismeir in kv Monday. I had an Appt with her once but couldnt make it.But i am sick and tired of haveing a DR that dosent listen to me and hear what i am tellung him.Sure he hands out pain meds but dammit i want someone who hears what i am telling them and i want things fixed not something that just covers up the problem for 30 min.
And you are right about things biting Monica in the ass ,When Nikki called us last night crying wanting to come home she told Monica {her womb Mom] That she wanted to go home to her mommy cuz she loves me and misses me,So what does that tell that worthless peice of crap. Tells me she has has not been a mom to nikki and nikki wants to be where she knows she is loved and wanted,So how does the ***** like me know.and it is noones fault but her own. Sorry there i go again but when it comes to that woman i just cant help it.I am like a mama wolf will protect and love my child to the end.And yes in my eyes Nikki is my daughter even though i never gave birth to her. OK done again at least till next rant,LOL
LOve and HUgs Deb
Again Thank you,
Not a problem Deb....We ALL have our problems and WE will all have times like your haveing in some way or another....I know that I can speak for EVERYONE on here that WE LOVE YOU and dont want you to hurt anymore!!!
Now instead of putting all of that energy in to that woman....focus it on getting your self well and back to the normal LOVEING Deb that we all know....k
Hugs to ya
Now instead of putting all of that energy in to that woman....focus it on getting your self well and back to the normal LOVEING Deb that we all know....k
Hugs to ya
Cor
You know what? It's ok....sometimes a person gets handed crud over and over again and finally loses it. The fact that you felt safe enough here to let it all out says a lot. We need to know that we have a safe place to vent and still be loved. And you are loved...you give a lot of support and encouragement on here and it's ok to get this crud off of your chest. A lot of us were worried about your pain and you took our advice and still didn't get the help you needed. That's enough to make a saint lose their cool. So don't you dare leave....we are all real here, we are not about sunshine and roses. We all hurt, we all need to vent and we all need each other. And that other woman isn't worth the rise in your blood pressure...she will answer for her actions. I'm just sorry she used you when you are so ill. But again, she will answer. You hang in there, hon, we love you.
Peggy 
Life isn't about about waiting for the storm to pass...
It's about learning to dance in the rain.
Life isn't about about waiting for the storm to pass...
It's about learning to dance in the rain.
We love ya girl hope things are better for you and hope you are feeling better Maybe you need some of my pills that the GYN give me the t my other day lol I have been cranky no not cranky I have been hateful mean lol but my Honey gets to catch all mine or my son his Dad told him I was sick and how I was so he new thank God . But I am doing better I am nicer he said my hormores was just all crazy and he give me 2 new scripst he said would chille me and my hormones and I do believe they are working fast plus My Doctor up my scrips about 1 mnt ago. I wasn't sleeping or anything couldn't have normal bowel movements swelling you name it I have been doing it so I was a mess . I am going to Bowel Doctor on the 6th of Jan. My blood pressure has been like 150/100 but Gyn said this would probally take care of it to and told me to talk to my Doc. and so I did he said the same thing and to jus****ch it for 2 weeks but thank God it is doing fine now too.
I have not had any trouble with my blood pressure since I lost the weight no pills and this bout freack me out but I think I will live now .
Hang in there ok it will get better .
Jesus Loves You and he will forgive us thank GOD !!! or we would all be in big TROUBLE !!!!! No Not 1 is Perfect. We just got to stive to be more like him pick yourself up and take off a gain girl thats all we can do .
Love Karen
I have not had any trouble with my blood pressure since I lost the weight no pills and this bout freack me out but I think I will live now .
Hang in there ok it will get better .
Jesus Loves You and he will forgive us thank GOD !!! or we would all be in big TROUBLE !!!!! No Not 1 is Perfect. We just got to stive to be more like him pick yourself up and take off a gain girl thats all we can do .
Love Karen
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