Went to pcp today.
Don;t get me wrong i love this dr but he just does not listen to me. My cholestrol csamd back high with my 3 month labs so i reminded him.He did not even acknoledge it,I was thinking i need new cholestrol med the one he has me on is obviously not working,Also told him my b/p is been going nuts.158/108 168./128 heart rate runs between 107- 117 sometimes even 124,and this is with taking b/p meds.Also told him my upper back is really killing me and is past a 10. It was like he didn't hear a thing i said ,He filled my vicodine,ambian and xanax.and ordered a b-12. He was excited about the 68# weight loss and the fact i walk 4.5 miles a day most days other than that he said nothing.I also told him i feel i either have a bladder or kidney infection,No test run to see.I love Dr Williams but he just dont listen to what i tell him my body is telling me.Maybe i am just overly parenoid i dunno. But good thing was i weghied 205 that is a 68 lb lose.He was excited about that.Only 6 more to 199 but am wondering if it will ever happen.I feel so much better and can walk and do things i could not do 4 months ago.I can tie my shoes bending over and even tie them in the middle instead of off to the side YIPPPeeeeeeee.Big Wow for me.Can not wait to go morel hunting in April I love those things LOL.
Gues i am gonna have to insist he listen or find a new Dr.Well just wanted to whine a bit so i am done now.Oh one more think Nikkis momwants her fri and sat.Nikki dosent want to go without her mom which she is referring to me. But if she dosent go her mother will not let her have the christmas presents she has gotton her,But i will not make Nikki go if she dosent want,And so far she is crying and stressed ,Dosent want to go,Gail says Monica (birth mother) will be pissed thinking we wont let her go.But i could careless what she thinks or feels,Nikki comes before her or her feelings.She is not a part =of Nikkis life unless it is conveinant for her or she wants to stir crap.Court papers say supervised visitation with monica and Nikki so we dont have to let her go.I know this makes me sound like a ***** but i am ok with that.Nikki is my life and i will not force her to go,So if that makes me a bad person then so be it. Well enough of my *****ing.Hope yall have a grat evening and if i am wrong please give me some suggestions.
Love and Hugs Deb
Love ya all bunches
Love and Hugs Deb
Gues i am gonna have to insist he listen or find a new Dr.Well just wanted to whine a bit so i am done now.Oh one more think Nikkis momwants her fri and sat.Nikki dosent want to go without her mom which she is referring to me. But if she dosent go her mother will not let her have the christmas presents she has gotton her,But i will not make Nikki go if she dosent want,And so far she is crying and stressed ,Dosent want to go,Gail says Monica (birth mother) will be pissed thinking we wont let her go.But i could careless what she thinks or feels,Nikki comes before her or her feelings.She is not a part =of Nikkis life unless it is conveinant for her or she wants to stir crap.Court papers say supervised visitation with monica and Nikki so we dont have to let her go.I know this makes me sound like a ***** but i am ok with that.Nikki is my life and i will not force her to go,So if that makes me a bad person then so be it. Well enough of my *****ing.Hope yall have a grat evening and if i am wrong please give me some suggestions.
Love and Hugs Deb
Love ya all bunches
Love and Hugs Deb