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Hello everyone!!    I hope all is well with everyone. I am doing okay, for the most part. I have been having some hard times with my husband, I am real afraid that he and I will not make it once I have the surgery. He gets very jelous as it is. He is supportive, but I know it is VERY possible we will be one of the families that go down hill. I believe we are going to have a marriage councelor. The love is still there... He has some insecurities that come from his child hood. ....I am getting ready to move to a nicer neighborhood in a better side of town. For the ones, that know of my living situation it isnt good. We moved to these apts and loved them and now that there is no onsite management they have really gone downhill. My daughter was nearly hit by a big Durango and when I talked to the lady about slowing it down, she got very mouthy!! She is a visior. I warned her next time I wont be so nice! lol. She did it again the otherday and came VERY close to hitting her this time. INCHES!!! So, I wasnt going to lower myself to her standards. I called the police and pressed charges. I wasnt going to hurt this lady and mess up my surgery plans by being in jail or court, lol. I am very proud of myself. Not many ppl would of been able to just pick up the phone. I just hope the court will do something about it. It was MY word against hers. I have LITTLE faith in the justice system. Enough about that......  I am very excited! I am also going to start child care out of my home. I have alot of things going for me and I am glad that there is alot of "NEW" stuff about to happen for us as a family. I am actively a part of a Gastric Bypass support group and I saw the support group leader out tonight at walmart and it really put me back on track . I have been slipping and losing sight of what is important to me. Okay, so this is just a little brief about what I have been up to. I changed my scope to my 34th BdayI am very excited! I have decided to just rent a car and it will save me money all around. I am looking to buy a different car instead pour another 1000.00 into mine and still have problems with it. I know something will come my way. Please, keep my family and I in your prayers. I love my husband and know with effort we can make this work. We have 3 kids that depend on us. Thanks for taking the time to read whats been going on with me. Please, leave comments. ~*Glad to be bacc!! ~*Lo

Sorry to hear about your husbands issues with the jealousy....I know how stressful that can be.....I hope yall do work thur this issue..... My prayers are with you....Luv&Hugs..Tammy~ammy

Thank you so much for that. I am sure we can. We have been through so much! I cant see us without one another. Things are just really hard, it is kind of funny how the economy has such a big impact on families, marriages ... everything really. I think the lack of $ has put a strain on us. But, I am sure we will make it. We are too set in our ways and dont want to start over and honestly I hope and pray that our love is too strong. Thanks again! Glad to be back!! ~Lo