Just having a bad day....just venting

My dearest Bel, Your post took me back some. I have been where you were (or are) so many times in my life-its scary. It can really scar a person emotionally-and I want to share something with you. The things that hurt your feelings now-like being called a ***** and being told no one likes you-will be to your benefit very soon....YOU will certainly find out that ALL of us on this board-WE ALL LIKE YOU, and I am not saying this about others-but I KNOW I am a *****LOL...I can say I am proud of it. No one sees that side unless they TRY to make me feel like crap about myself like I used to-or mess with my family or friends. You-You are my friend, and YOU are special-you are a sister in this whole process. I know that simple words can sometimes make a difference, so sweety-PLEASE PLEASE KNOW-you are NO LONGER going through this process alone-this whole board is filled with the most awesome people you would ever want to know! Your liked, your loved-and whether you are 120# or 420#-we LOVE YOU....We all know what its liked to be humiliated and to feel like crap about ourselves-we sure as hell dont need someone else doing it to us too! You dont need that!! I really really hope that you find some safety talking to us-and that you know how loved you are. Is there any chance you can come to our support meeting the end of this month in Springfield? You would be able to meet all of us and get those hugs in person. Take care sweety-and know we will be thinking of you, pulling for you-and you are very very special to us-and dont let anyone else fill your head with anything but that!!! Take care. Loads of love and hugs. Janet