Just having a bad day....just venting

I need a hug. My Depression is bad today. Had a hard weekend. Fight with my husband over the weekend. I am tired of being told I'm a ***** and no one likes me. Need to get out of the house, wish the weather was better. Need to clean my house can't seem to get out of the chair. Feel like I do everything alone. Wish I felt loved or even liked at this point. Just need a shoulder to cry on. Need to motitvate and I know all the crappy feelings will vanish. Think of me today and send me a mental hug. I'm really not a bad person. I'm loyal and loving and fiercely protective of the ones I love. Why is it just cause I'm big people think you are loud and pushy. I'm gentle and loving and a marshmellow and the first one to cry. Why because I'm big people think if they are mean to me it won't make me cry or hurt me? Why do they think we always pick on small women? Why should they need to be protected anymore then us? I should be stronger because I'm large? I'm just venting my pain, My love to you all, Bel

Eileen, I want you to know that I hear you!!! You are such a sweetie, no one deserves to ever be hurt, physically or by ugly talk. I'm sending you such a big hug you'll probably feel it. I remember when I was bigger and I'd be at work and so sick I was about to die and some little skinny chick would sneeze or cough once and the boss would say, "Oh, honey, you're sick. Go home" while I sat there covered in cough drops and Kleenex. But, I looked "healthy". Made me so mad but I never spoke up for myself. I have never suffered from depression, but I know it is real and can be debilitating. Are you able to take anything for it? I know there are some really good things out there. Anyway, you are loved and liked by the OH Missouri board so hang on to that, OK? Hugs - Hugs - Hugs - and Love - Love - Love, Lana

Sending HUGE HUGS your way!! You don't deserve to be treated mean!! HUGS, Anna

Bel honey i know where you are coming from i went thru several abusive relationships to get to where i am today. And tho i have lost weight i still have those bad feeling toward myself. This is a safe place to vent so vent away. We are here for you and understand the feelings and pain you have. Here is to a big big hug and want you to know we are here for more if you need it. feel free to contact me anytime you want ok?Jan

Bel... before the end of today if you listen and feel real hard you are going to be Hugged and wished well by so many people on this board... Sweety - No one deserves to be bad-mounthed about, big or small. People should just mind their own business when they feel like putting someone large or small down because of their size. Let there words fall off your shoulders like water off a ducks back, and know there are good people out there, just maybe not in your world just yet, but they are out there! Stay on this board long enough and you'll find yourself feeling much better about yourself and life in general. There is always someone here that has gone through what you are going through or worse so, Put your faith in God and just let us on the OH board make you believe that you do count in this world and we all care. Big Hugz to you - Patricia B.

Thank you everyone *****sponded you guys are just the best! I am better now. Things are just rough today! Thanks again Everyone!!! Hugs, Bel

Bel... Ditto to what everyone else has said. I know it is hard to pick yourself up and get motivated when you are hurting both physically and emotionally. It just sucks the energy and life out of you...... Know that we all care here on the MO board and that we care ABOUT YOU!!!! We know that you are NOT a bad person that you are SO worthy of oodles, scads and tons of love and affection. So here is another HUGE hug from S.W. Missouri coming at you!!! (((((HUGS))))) Elizabeth~*

Sorry you are having a bad day! I know how that goes. All we can do is take one step forward. Lots of support on here! Hugs to you! Pam

I am sending you lots of hugs, just hang in there, you are very important, and dont let anyone tell you any different..you have my prayers also...love ya ..vesta

Hey Girl....Sorry your have had a crappy week..... Close your eyes...wrap your arms around yourself.....and SQUEEZE SQUEEZE SQUEEZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would love to give you a big ole hug in person...I don't know what it is about a simple ole hug but sometimes they can be just what the doctor ordered........And I know where you are comming from on the stuff going on there for you......I was in a bad bad relationship and I just hate to hear other women dealing with men that are butt wipes......Drop in here any time you need to vent....We will keep you in our prayers!!! God Bless.....Hugs & Love....Tammy H.