Help!!

I need your alls help today! I am having a belt with depression today that I can't kick! I am in prayer but need our prayer warriors to step up and help me kick satan in his big lying butt! I woke up depressed but something happened that scared me a little then the depression took over. I was in my kitchen videotaping some mallerd ducks nesting on my front pond. I heard something that sounded strange and walked into my front room to look out that window and saw a school bus going by. I didn't think much about it at first, thinking that this must be a new driver in training or something was wrong with the bus.....then the uglies came....I started thinking about the news and the warnings about terrorists and our children's school buses! With me being an ex-city bus driver I know the sounds of a bus motor, good and bad! It sounded like the person driving this bus either couldn't keep their foot on the accelerator or it was a stick and they couldn't get it into gear. Another thing we NEVER have buses come down this road, this time of day (noon). In my mind all this came together and the uglies came to surface. What If?? I tried to tell myself that, that is not whats going on. All the what ifs from 911 came to mind...the people that didn't want to get on the plane that day but did, the airport people that were second guessing about the terrorists, thinking that something was bad and didn't stop them, didn't say anything, especially the woman that killed herself after realizing that she could of stopped them. It wasn't any of their faults but the ones still alive will always have those what ifs and I didn't want to be one of them. I called our county sheriff station (none-emergency number) and told them what I heard and saw and said that it's probably nothing but I didn't want to be the one sitting in from of the tv tonigh****ching the news and seeing that the bus that I didn't tell anyone about had killed a bunch of people, especially our children! I told them of my experience of being a bus driver and that something wasn't right with that bus and that I had a gut feeling to call and at least tell someone! The dispatcher said she understood and didn't blame me. I told her I didn't want to call and bother them but I didn't want some idiot out there killing someone with me having had a chance to stop it and didn't just because I was too embarrassed to call. Since nothing has happened, I'm sure nothing will become of this but you guys know as well as I do that if terrorists are learning to drive our school buses so they can crush this country...it would be through our beautiful children! God Forbid! Like I said before, satan is having a field day with this so PLEASE get me up there and get him off me!! Thank you all!! Deb M

You did the right thing by calling and alerting the police of the situation. Be proud of yourself for not ignoring it! SMILE and know you did a GOOD thing!! I'll pray that your depression leaves you and only good feelings fill your mind and soul. Hugs, Anna

Ahh Deb I'm sorry you are having the wits scared out of you today! I can empathize - honestly! Since 9/11 anything IS possible and you did what I would have done! For sure, I feel it's always best to do what your "gut" tells you. God gave us these "little warnings" on purpose sometimes they pan out and you could have "saved lives" other times I feel he's just testing us to see if we are listening! ya know? I listen to my gardian angel when something like that happens I believe she's save Me more than once by making me either STOP or DO something. God sends us these angels to watch over us. A true believer. Pat B

Thank you Anna and Pat! I was in really bad shape! Your posts really helped me get through the day! I still have a dark cloud over my head but at least I can see light at the end of the tunnel....with my luck, it'll be a train! ha ha....thank you again, Deb M

Dear Debbie, I am sorry I didnt see this post yesterday-but I just wanted you to know that I lift you up in prayer every single day when I pray! Whether you have a specific request or not I do!!! Satan can have a field day with all of us once in awhile-whether we are prayer warriors or not-its human! I think you did the right thing-and I think you are very special and I give you credit for doing what God lays on your heart to do! I hope that you are feeling better today and know that we love you!! Love, Janet