DRS. APPT WENSDAY WITH DR HORNBOSTEL

I cant wait till i go wensday just 2 days away! MY pcp is still writting my letter of recomendation whew he said it will be done within two weeks and they will call me to pick it up and i cand fax it to Dena , and i already went and got my psyche evaluation done. she sadi it will be faxed to Dena within 2 weeks, so i am 3 steps closer to haveing the surgery and the excitment is too much , lol makeing my blood pressure high i think lol... Recentaly i went to a new pcp and im so glad he cant wait till i get the surgery done more than me i think. And my old pcp of 4 years was hmmmm how can i put it he more less hates fat people! he threatond me he wouldnt give me my meds if i didnt loose weight and he made me go to my local feed store and weigh wich was so embarresing!! When he sent my letter of reconmenddation to dena he said on it its ok to have bypass surgery lol , like that would get the insurance companys eyes lol but anyway i have a great new pcp and he is makeing sure i have a great letter for my ins. ok i wrote a book. I want to say thanks for you all and i havent met anyone like you all , thats so careing and understanding. most people are so snotty and hatefull to big people thanks again for being here for me and all us!!

Good luck with your Wednesday appointment. Dr. H is a great guy. He made me feel so comfortable when I saw him last Wednesday. But remember, don't get too excited and raise that blood pressure! LOL Good for you on changing your pcp. The last thing in the world we "fluffy" people need is another person making inconsiderate remarks or looks. As a professional, you'd think your old pcp would have had more common sense than to blow you off like that. Hang in there tho--you'll show him! Take care of yourself and good luck Wednesday. Let us know how it goes with Dr. H. Linda

Benny Congrats!!! Please keep us posted on how your appointment went. Wow I am so glad that you have another new PCP I dont think I would of stayed with the old one for long. But on the other hand maybe that would of been the wake up call I needed too. Sometimes they just can be so heartless. With each step you take your getting closer to your surgery. God Bless Melissa

Wow I am so happy for you. I hope you get your little white notebook. I have read mine over and over just waiting for the day. I guess I get to see the Doc. Thursday morning. Yea for me!! (sorry just couldn't help it I'm so excited) And I think everyone on this board is so great too. I am so very thankful I found you all. And I know what you mean about some people looking down on us for being big. But I just think that's ok because one day they will get theirs. God will take care of us and he will also take care of them. I just don't worry about what people think of me anymore. I know who I am and so does Jesus and if someone does not like that then I guess that's their problem. Anyway I hope Wensday is a wonderful day for you. Shoot I hope everyday from here on out is wonderful for all of us. May God Keep and Bless us all. Sky

lol how can we be snotty and mean to big people when we is one LOL...But i know what you mean. Here you get acceptance which is a big thing. Great that you go see Dr.H. this wednesday. that is wonderful. Glad too that you found a new pcp that you like. They are sort of hard to find sometimes. You saw where I do have my surgery date now too didnt you. I think i told you but dont remember. Wont be long now before you get your date. I know a girl from Arkansas that called Dr. H. office and they told her that they were schedualling 6 months out now for new patients. isnt that something glad we got in there when we did. But with this being the only one in Missouri and none in Ark. it make it hard on Medicare patients. Cant wait tell we are all skinny and healthy again. Jan

Benny, Glad to hear of your upcoming appt on Wed. I am so happy for you. Only we know how we feel and how desparately we want to lose. You will like Dr. H. He expects you to follow what he gives you. If you have any questions please email. Colette

Good luck.You ever stop to think that Dr. is probably unhappy with himself.He sounds like a miserable person to me.Just think when this is all behind you.You'll fill and look great.Hey we all know what a struggle weight has on us.But you'll soon have it all over.Good luck.

Benny just remember you're Gods child,so are they. They will get the spanking in the end. I use to come home crying from school when people made fun of me. and my mom use to tell me when Jesus comes back he will remind them how cruel they were. Remember also that Dr's are people too.. some are good some are just in it for the money with no compassion....You seem like to be a very nice guy and caring person...Soon you will shine and it will all come out and you will be a much healthier and better person for it.. Just put all that old stuff behind you and let Jesus lead the way now....................take care bud.......Craig Lee