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Topic: RE: binge
Thank you. It just scares me to see the scale head up instead of down. I'm feeling better today. I've been off school for a couple of weeks and that has not helped. Classes start back up on Wed and I'll be gone 5 days a week, so that will help.
Thank you
Thank you
Topic: RE: Monday Morning Week 2 of our Fresh Start--weigh-in!
8/28/2008 Starting weight: 310 lbs
1/9/2012 Holding at 184 lbs
Have a great week, due to being stuck on a Tuesday to Saturday work week I will not be able to make a coffee for a while. Maybe this September thing will change.
1/9/2012 Holding at 184 lbs
Have a great week, due to being stuck on a Tuesday to Saturday work week I will not be able to make a coffee for a while. Maybe this September thing will change.

Topic: RE: binge
The fact that you are recognizing it, confessing and posting here is a really good step! I agree with Coco, the only way I can stop from obsessing over some foods is to get them away from me--running water on them, throwing them in the garbage (and taking the garbage out of the house), feeding them to the dog, whatever it takes. Sometimes I need to leave the house and go do something that keeps my mind off of food. Sounds like you tried some of that.
Hang in there--you have conquered this before and you have the power to conquer it again! You can do it!!
Hang in there--you have conquered this before and you have the power to conquer it again! You can do it!!
Topic: Monday Morning Week 2 of our Fresh Start--weigh-in!
Good morning everyone! Hope you all had a good week.
I thought mine was pretty good, but it didn't show as much as I would have liked on the scale. At one point this week I was down below 140 lbs, but yesterday I ate popcorn and pizza while watching football--too much salt, I think.
I also ran 4 miles yesterday, but I guess I should have done more. We ran fast tho--best mile pace I've had in a training run EVER! When I uploaded the data from my Garmin I was floored, because I didn't feel that tired. (I was stiff later, that's for sure.) Goes to show that I need to push myself more during my training runs. I did run almost 15 miles last week, and did two elliptical and strength sessions too.
Here's the stats:
Starting weight: 298.4 lbs
Last week: 142.0 lbs
This week: 141.8
Loss of 0.2 lbs
Hopefully the exercise will pay off this week instead.
I thought mine was pretty good, but it didn't show as much as I would have liked on the scale. At one point this week I was down below 140 lbs, but yesterday I ate popcorn and pizza while watching football--too much salt, I think.
I also ran 4 miles yesterday, but I guess I should have done more. We ran fast tho--best mile pace I've had in a training run EVER! When I uploaded the data from my Garmin I was floored, because I didn't feel that tired. (I was stiff later, that's for sure.) Goes to show that I need to push myself more during my training runs. I did run almost 15 miles last week, and did two elliptical and strength sessions too.
Here's the stats:
Starting weight: 298.4 lbs
Last week: 142.0 lbs
This week: 141.8
Loss of 0.2 lbs
Hopefully the exercise will pay off this week instead.
Topic: RE: binge
Hi! Gee, I don't know if I'll be any help. I'm still in the beginning of my nutritionist's visits in the second of six months before I even have surgery. I know I was struggling right off the bat. There was chocolate ice cream in the frig and I obsessed about it all day yesterday. I finally gave in last night and had a huge bowl with half and half on it. After I was all done, I realized what the answer was for me. Into the sink went the rest of the gallon. I ran it under ho****er till it all melted and went down the drain. Next, I threw all the chips and and dip in the trash. I used to think "out of sight" was out of mind. Not so! I feel better now and a whole lot wiser. Hope this helps! Coco
Topic: binge
Well, off and on for the last few months I've had bingeing episodes, not too bad, but they have concerned me. Last night was the worst. I had a really BAD day and even worse night. I tried calling a friend, went for a walk, read a book, tried everything to not binge. It did not work. I ate until I dumped, rode out the dump, then ate more. The only thing that stopped it was 2 tylenol PMs to put me to sleep.
I need to be accountable. I've been saying that for a while, but haven't done my part. So, here I am doing my part - I'm confessing that my eating disorder is back with a vengeance. But the difference is, this time I have tools to help me and I am going to use them. I don't want to go back to who I was before.
Thanks for letting me vent and confess...
I need to be accountable. I've been saying that for a while, but haven't done my part. So, here I am doing my part - I'm confessing that my eating disorder is back with a vengeance. But the difference is, this time I have tools to help me and I am going to use them. I don't want to go back to who I was before.
Thanks for letting me vent and confess...
Topic: RE: Starting to Re-build Me
I had my breasts lifted and augmented back in May and I LOVE LOVE LOVE my breasts!
I always had man boobs before my WLS - pointed down and cone shaped :( I was so excited to actually have feminine breasts.
I also had my arms done - they were pretty hideous... Super happy with the results. My right arm scar is bigger than I had hoped, but we are taking some steps to get it to reduce a bit and it seems to be working.
Some initial photos are on my profile if you would like to see. I will take some 6 month shots and post those too. Best of luck to you!
p.s. My doctor was Robert Wilke from Edina Plastic Surgery and I LOVED him!
Steph
I always had man boobs before my WLS - pointed down and cone shaped :( I was so excited to actually have feminine breasts.
I also had my arms done - they were pretty hideous... Super happy with the results. My right arm scar is bigger than I had hoped, but we are taking some steps to get it to reduce a bit and it seems to be working.
Some initial photos are on my profile if you would like to see. I will take some 6 month shots and post those too. Best of luck to you!
p.s. My doctor was Robert Wilke from Edina Plastic Surgery and I LOVED him!
Steph
Topic: RE: Saturday Coffee - Eagan
Looking forward to seeing you all there tomorrow too- it's been a few weeks!
Topic: RE: Saturday Coffee - Eagan
I will be there on Saturday, too!
Good to see your post, MM. I have missed seeing you!! Congrats on not gaining over the holidays, that's awesome.
I gained, but I have been inching back down. This morning I was finally back under my "freak-out" weight--just barely, only by 0.10 of a pound, but it still made me happy.
See you tomorrow, everyone!
Good to see your post, MM. I have missed seeing you!! Congrats on not gaining over the holidays, that's awesome.
I gained, but I have been inching back down. This morning I was finally back under my "freak-out" weight--just barely, only by 0.10 of a pound, but it still made me happy.
See you tomorrow, everyone!