O.T.....Okay I did it....

I have been putting this off since the end of August. I finally made my 3 year appointment with my surgeon.I went in and had all the bloodwork done today.

I am mad at myself for putting on some weight and was avoiding going. I realize now that isn't the way to go.   I need his support and his dietitians support or I will blow this whole thing!!

Maybe I need him to get down on me about the gain. He has always been so kind and caring with me. Hopefully I can get this turned around again!!

My appointment is Oct. 29.....I will keep this appointment...even if I have to have someone else take me!!

Hugs....connie d

Hey there GORGEOUS, I am so proud of you............. You have been through so much these last couple years, I think you are beautiful inside and out..........Don't be so hard on yourself..... easier said than done  I know huh........

I love you and I am here for you..............

Many hugs to you

Hey Marsha....I know you are always only a phone call away!!!  You are so special to me....I wish we lived closer!!

Thanks for the support....WE can do this together!!


Love you always....hugs....connie d

Connie,

I know how haerd this was to do.....I'm so proud of you for taking the step....It was the best thing I did when I made my 2 year appt. late....No butt chewing at all, just support on getting back on track....

I will take you if you need me too....:)

Love you and Yippee......Kel

Thank you Kelly...you are such a great friend!!

If I start wavering and think I might cancel I will call you for support.....you are my inspiration to get this going again!!

Love you much....hugs....connie d

Awe, Thanks hon, but I have my days too....Today was a stress eating day for me.....I ate 1 Hershey's choc. fun size bar, a handful of potato chips with cottage cheese, 7 little Ritz cheese crackers, and that was in a 1 hour time frame....

The girl that I was supporting on FB, for suicide prevention, she PM'd me and said she was going to kill herself tonight, it was more than I could handle today and I turned to food, DAMN......

So I'm far from inspiring.....Kel

Kelly....YES YOU ARE an INSPIRATION !!!

One crummy day doesn't change that...I know you...you will be right back on track tomorrow!!

Hope all is well with that girl...so sad!!

HUGS....connie d

Connie, I am happy for you that you made this appointment and that you know there are people you can lean on if you need to.  Maybe this is a better step than the one I was bugging you about!  Hope you continue to have the courage and will power to see the weight gain through to the end!!  Like when it is GONE!  Enjoy this nice weather we are having!!  Donna

Donna....you are a great support too. I do value your opinion. If I wasn't feeling so bad about me I probably would have joined the ladies. I am just not up to that yet.

Thanks for caring...hugs...connie d

Connie,

Based on all the posts that I have read from you, you are a very strong and caring woman -Thank you!!!
It will not be as bad as you think to go and see Dr. Glass and his team. I'm confident you will be even stronger going forward after the meeting. You have people like me that look up up to people like Kelly, Paul, Darla and yourself for support, so if you measure your success in "weight lost" I'm sure you have helped lose thousands of pounds for people here on OB Help.  Including that with your 3 years and you will see you are very successful.

Keep up the journey............that is life.