Sunday is 1 year OT

Can you believe that Sunday is 1 year since my dad passed away.  Man where did the time go?  So much has happened with my grandparents as well.  My grandpa had fallen and is now in a nursing home and grandma moved there as well.  We didn't talk after my dad died until the buriel in may.  Then we quit speaking again this Dec.  My brother told her that I killed my dad, that I took him off the machines, so she is so weird around me.  I told her I would no longer put my self through she likes me, she doesn't like me, and I haven't talked to her since Dec 5th.  She thinks he is so great she can have him.

Anyways I can't believe that it is a year already.  Not a day goes by that I don't think of him, or talk to him.  I miss him so so much.  When does the pain go away?  I know it's not as bad as it first was But it still hurts................

Thanks for all the love and support you all had given me through my rough year last year.  So far 2010 is going good.  YAY......................

Hugs to you all,

Marsha,Marsha,Marsha

Big hugs to you.  I know some of the pain you are feeling and it does lighten but doesn't go away.  This past September was the one year anniversary of my father's death.  It still hurts but it does get easier.

Oh honey....the pain never completely goes away but it does get better over time. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers every day!!

I am so sorry for all the crap with you family...that is so unfair.

I was just looking at your dad's Caring Bridge site on Friday. I can't believe that year has gone by so fast!!

Hang in ther sweteie. We are all here for you any time you need us.

Much love and hugs....connie d

It was 8 years for my dad on New Years Day.  Time does lessen the pain... and I'm not sure when, but at some point, my memories started to bring a smile to my face, rather than tears to my eyes. 

I miss my dad like hell, but it's okay now.  He's in a good place.  A WONDERFUL place!  And we thank God for taking care of him every night.  Him and Otis, our last dog.  I'm sure they're up there together, and Otis can eat bacon out of grandpa's lips without either of them getting hollered at