...and on a more positive note...

…and on a more positive note…

Over the past 4 days I have spent an enormous amount of time in a vehicle (1800 miles total, of which I drove 1200 miles) which gave me a lot of thinking time.  In recent months I have posted endlessly here about the difficulties involved in re-orienting my life to better suit my personality and particular emotional needs, something I failed to do as a larger person.  Fortunately, I have found some traction and feel like I am at good long last making progress toward being more fulfilled.  However, that whole process has left me exhausted, withdrawn, irritable, and, occasionally, on the brink of depression.  While I am glad that I now have a better sense of direction, I must also admit that I have concomitantly failed in these same recent months to enjoy the here and now, the things, cir****tances and, most importantly, people that bring meaning and substance to my life.  So, for the time being, anyway, I plan to make my posts here more about the positive things I experience as my WLS journey continues to evolve in the hope of giving myself a healthier perspective on life as a thinner guy. 

RP