You May Be Wondering......

You may be wondering why I occasionally post things here that are, well, a bit rhetorical....hypotheses or questions written more for effect than to seek feedback.  Mostly I write those things to myself as a message of hope, understanding, and self-acceptance that gives me comfort whenever I am struggling. I consider it a bonus if anyone else finds comfort or insight in my words.

Lately, my old pernicious foe, self-doubt, has been haunting my thoughts, leaving me to wonder just who I have become and whether or not that man is a worthwhile human being.  By all objective  measures, I appear to be doing well enough, but having mastered the art of harsh self-criticism, I sometimes see only my faults and imperfections.  I seem mesmerized by them, unable to focus on any of the positive aspects of myself that would help me to feel better about who I am.  In recent weeks, counseling, support groups, exercise and time, along with my OH posts, have all helped keep me between the ditches.  I sincerely appreciate your part in allowing me to publicly  indulge my odd little habit of writing for my own purposes.

RP

If it helps... that's all that matters! I am glad you are able to write about your feelings... you are inspiring me to pull out my journal and write about mine. I think it would definitely help.