another meeting
so i went to my third meeting with the psyc doc and he wants a fourth and i like the idea of it. i really opened up for the first time with him and i cried and told him how afraid i am of failing because i have tried and failed before and he is really supportive and i feel really comfortable with telling him stuff. so i think having this fourth meeting will be a great thing for me. and plus he wants me journaling more...i hate writing but i am willing to take the baby steps to improving my health. thanks for letting me vent everyone this is great talking to people who actually understand.