So THIS is what it feels like....

I don't think it's something a lot of people (besides us) get to feel....even the thinnest people.... Today I was driving to work and I was just thinking and thinking and realized that during this pre-op diet, I am feeling exactly (to an extreme in some way) what it's like to not be excited about food. Yeah, I am craving more flavors than just SlimFast, broth and water, but because I know I CAN'T touch those flavorful foods.... I am just not caring anymore. I am also noticing HOW MANY COMMERCIALS and shows and ads and everything that revolves around enjoying food. It's amazing.... and may I say... very refreshing.

For me it took some time to get over my obsession with food. I think the biggest thing for me was not just saying it. But deep inside knowing it. It's only been real recently that that came to be.


I think the hardest part has been finally realizing how much food has been my comfort in times of stress. It's taken a year for me to "really" see it. But now that my life is moving in a positive direction, one that I have more control over, I realize how much control on my life food really had.

You have come to the realizations it sounds way quicker then I did. Sounds to me that you are well on your way to a very successful journey.

I will definately watch your ticker moving down!!!!!

Elena, I have to say... you really have become a big inspiration to me.  You are a very beautiful woman inside and out, who is TOTALLY GOING TO ROCK WLS!  I am very excited to see where your journey takes you.... I am holding on tight, I think it's going to be a WILD ride!  Best wishes on Tuesday... I will be thinking about you!

Thanks! :-) I appreciate your kind words!

Keep up the good work. And good luck on Tuesday. Your life is going to change in such a fantastic way!!!

Lori

Isn't it an amazing feeling when you control the food and the food doesn't control you....wooohooooo!! I think you are going to ROCK at this!! I am keeping you in my prayers for Tuesday. I pray all goes well and that you have a quick and easy recovery. I will be watching for updates on how you are doing. Hugs, connie d

It was hard at first, then yeah the care-less part kicked in for me too- was a weird epiphany.

Best Wishes next week hun!

ahh...the food porn still tempts me, but I try to ignore it.  You are almost there-and you GET IT.  Can't wait to watch you rock WLS!! good luck to you this Tuesday! lynn