Maybe I'm bipolar???

Paula, I can't say much more than the rest of the girls. I am glad you are going to see someone, because some/most of us do have ups and downs, some weather related and some are not. But a professional is the best one to diagnose you and get into your history. Usually Bipolar is something you would see throughout your life, so think about your past, it's not something that just comes up, try and look into your history while your waiting to get into the therapist. Good Luck, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Hey Paula. I have a little different suggestion. Why don't you hold off on the quitting smoking for just a couple of weeks? You have more than enough on your hands right now and you need to take small steps. Having depression or bipolar sucks, and getting the meds exactly right can take some time. Please feel free to PM me anytime - I've been there.  You are not alone, Farrah

Thanks Farrah!!  I was thinking maybe I bit off more than I can chew.  And I NEED to get on Chantix before I stop smoking.  You are right.  I have to take smaller steps.