PNC Support Group..do it till you get it!

Morning All,

It seemed like forever till there was group support meeting just because of Jan. being a long month.

Yeah, January was a looonnnng month.

So, this is the day of HEARTS! Bubbles for some!

It has been a dark, cold, painfull journey or it has been full of joy, excitement, love ,trust and knowledge given.

I didn't want to go to group last night even though I had been wanting it and waiting for it. So when the time came ... I just didn't care to go.

Then with surgery I MUST DO IT .. Till I get it.

So my willingness ruled over my willfullness.

Again group was as different as the world around us.

Pre-ops, very early post-ops and those 3 years out.

Young to old , I being the oldest yes, not too many there pushing the BIG 6 OH!

It is sometimes hard ... aah . . sometimes! To LISTEN.


I really needed to listen and not judge even with my fears, and issues of trust and safety.

So now you know I do trust and feel safe or I would not be writing this.

I left not knowing if I did really listen but I did ask a couple of questions ... with the .. nuuch of other angels.

Yeah, there are NO dumb questions... just needed to really listen to the answers.

Knowledge is a powerful thing.. Last night's knowledge soothed my fears, calmed my doubts and gave me LOTS of warning signs for my daily journey to a new healthy life. You know that fear of .. I will Fail at this TOO! Why did I do this if I will fail.. YEAK!

Thank you all for the knowledge you shared and the gifts I got from that knowledge.

Doing it till I GET IT! That old saying ..walk like a duck .. talk like a duck... YOUR A DUCK!

So I will walk and talk like my journey map says.. but may end up still a duck but a healthy DUCK!

Sidebar... Duck or Ducky or Bird is an English term for young good looking woman.

May you All have a lovely HEARTS DAY I am off to blow bubbles,

MJ

MJ I Love You! You have so much insight! I am glad you came to group and me too, it was so nice to see you! I am finding that going to group keeps me focused, so keep coming girlie! Love Ya!

MJ - all the PNC girls RAVE about you...you are an amazing part of their support, just as they are your's, from what I gather! Best to you!! I look forward to the privelege of meeting you one day.

MJ I am sooo glad you came to group last night. I know it is hard to get out in this long cold winter. But the days are getting longer and spring is around the corner. For as much as we need group, the group needs you as well. You are truely one of the best! I'm blowing bubbles with my little guys with lots of love from you. Happy Valentines Day Chica!

MJ, sweetie, you are one in a million.  Valentines?  At MY age?  I felt like a kid again!  And the bubbles?  I had to snarl like a pit bull at my kids to keep their mitts off MY BUBBLES!!! I'm so glad you came last night, even though I really didn't get a chance to talk with you - just looking over at your smiling (and at times laughing!) face brings a smile to ME!  For all your struggles and issues, you are an amazing example of our ability to make our lives better at any age!  (You may THINK you're old, but you act like a silly little kid at times - and I LOVE that about you!!!)  Happy Valentine's Day, sweet thang! 

AHHH GEE!

Darla, you make me feel young! Thanks I needed that.

Yes, there were some kicks and giggle if not everyone got to share.

What's a few bubbles that is more of why I showed up last night. Who wants bubbles and ribbons 2 weeks from now!

I WUV YOU,

MJ

AHHH GEE!

Darla, you make me feel young! Thanks I needed that.

Yes, there were some kicks and giggle if not everyone got to share.

What's a few bubbles that is more of why I showed up last night. Who wants bubbles and ribbons 2 weeks from now!

I WUV YOU,

MJ

MJ...that was beautiful ...thanks for sharing your thoughts. I wish you the best always! Hugs, connie d

So sweet and wise!  Thanks for shaing!  Good visuals to keep us all on the right track!   Thank you MJ! Lisa Joy