Monday... still tip toeing
Hi all and thanks so much for your words and kindness. I sure sure was scared. I felt to out of control.... I couldnt control my body :(
I saw another WLS'er at work yesterday and almost burst into tears cos she knows what its like.
< now if I could get her to OH and coffees! >
But I was super tired at the job... did my best and came home and crashed out. So far today so good.
I will call the Dr today and see what they say.... I did notice that morning after what happened I was down two pounds. Which VERY much surprised me....
I gotta find a balance of maintaining ( which I was ) and not gaining....
I jus****ch things sooo closely Im afraid if I give a little Ill go shooting the other way.
Brain games...........
I really love you all.....
Just me :)
Start Weight - 263
Current Weight 135 and making it work for ME !
Hey sweetie! I know how scarey and tough it is to maintain! And yes the freak out that you'll gain!!! YOU DO HAVE CONTROL over this and you WILL get that balance and will feel more comfortable. I am right there with you! It's all cool until a pound creeps back and you start to think that you will fail and gain it all back and all the hard work is out the drain......BUT that is soooooooo not you!!! Just another part of those darn head games!!! grrrrrrrrr! Hang in there and HUGS!!!!
~Sandie~ -147!!WLS:12-12-06:Preop 268,Ht.5'4",BMI 44.9
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