Seperated

Well, I have not been around much lately, because life has been HARD!!!!!  Let me explain.  We were in a chapter 13 (for those of you who thought I  made too much money to ask for help, not the caset)  We are now converting it over to a chapter 7.  We will lose the house and our truck.  We get to keep my KIA.  The worse news of all is that the DH and I are on a trial seperation and it really sucks,  Don't get me wrong hr helps when he can and does what he can but now for the first time on over 10 yearws I now live in an apartment .  Alone, very alone! On another subject I just got out of North Memeorial Behaviroal Health service becasue I tried to kill myself.  I'm glad it didn't work.  Then even better news is I am now getting the meds I  need to control the condiyion I have, Bi-polar Type II.  I am getting lots of help from the professionals but no help from any friends.  It's a lonley road but ione I must travel to get to being happy again, Thanks for listening Linda

Oh my gosh I can't even imagine what you are going through.  One thing is that you are not alone you have all of us.  Please when ever you feel like killing yourself or hurting yourself please please please get on here and talk to us one of us will get back to you and maybe even a phone call.  Life is way to short to begin with so don't end it early.  You have been through way to much now to give up.  Anytime you wanna talk look me up.  Hang in there girlfriend!!!!!!   Take care and god bless your friend,  Marsha

Linda, It's not a road you need to travel alone, that sounds like the depression talking, why don't you come to the PN support group tonight? The room will be filed with friends~

Hi it;s me again you know if your friends are not there for you they are not really a good friend.  Have you gone to support/coffee groups with us?  I would find one that is near you and go we get together and chat and it's really good it helps with everything that is going on.  Share different stories and learn about the do's and don'ts.  You will be amazed at how many good friends you will have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  It's awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!     Talk to you later Marsha

Linda:  Support is yours, thanks for trusting the board with your trials. You certainly have had your share of struggle this year.  Please know I am thinking of you and praying for you, and wishing you a more fruitful 2008. Regards, Megan

I am glad to hear that you are still here with us and also that you trusted enough to share that very painful event in you life.  I can relate to living on your own again as I am living on my own in an apartment for the first time ever this year.  I will agree that at first it does feel really lonesome, but after a while (several months) I did get used to it.  I am glad to hear that you are getting the professional help for you bipolar, are you getting any support from your family?  If not I helped mine to learn through a group called NAMI you can look them up online they have different support groups around the Twin Cities for both the person with mental illness and their family and friends.  I hope you will come back here  often to remind yourself that you do have friends who care about you.  Stay safe and God Bless!

Linda...I was so happy to see you on the board this morning. I am so sorry you have had so much to deal with lately. I pray you find your way through it all. After I was divorced I felt the same way about living alone. You get used to it and now I just love it.  You have a ton of friends here on this board. You are a good person and don't go thinking otherwise. PM me anytime!! Sorry to hear about the suicide attempt...but I am so glad  you got help and didn't succeed at the suicide!!!!  Follow your doctors suggestions and it will all work out. I have been there myself!! Have a good day...you are not alone sweetie!! We are always here to support you in any way we can. Hugs  connie d

Oh my gosh!  I don't even know what to say.  You are all such beautiful, wonderful loving people.  I will go to the ONC meeting tonight.  I could really use some love, companionship, understanding and some really great friends. This IS the most difficult thing in my life and I know with friends like you I can make it. Lots of love to all of you! Hugs and love, Linda

Keep on keepin' on Linda! That's what we are here for!!! Megan

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Thanks and good luck to you.