Got through some...
Just wanted to echo what everyone else has said! You have my prayers that you don't lose your job, for sure! But if you're one of the 38, just remember what Garth Brooks said so well: "Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers" - 'cuz HE knows best!
(Personally, I think from the sound of it your company would be FOOLISH to let YOU go!!!)
Imperfect does not = unsuccessful
I'm praying for you girlfriend! I'm sure, from what you have told me about your work, that they will really not want to let you go, but I also know how upper management thinks, and they may not realize that. Just remember - when a door is closed, God opens a window of opportunity for you!
309/295/154.6/150 = Highest/Surgery Date/Current/Goal