Waiting, for the mail

I am sitting here at the local library reading posts and waiting for the dr's office to get my second psyc eval, they should receive it either today or tomorrow but with my luck maybe not til Monday. I am just waiting and thinking about how nice it will be to have this weight off and not be carring around all this, it has become such a burdon to me. I didn't mind it when I was younger but I will soon be 40 and this weight is just so heavy and combersome. I am scared of the thought of having surgery, it has never been something that I have taken lightly. I am slow to recover after surgery. I had a lyporocope done to remove some cysts and a small tumor removed off my leg. It took me about a week loner to recover. Well I guess part of me is scared and the other part of me can't wait tell I can get through this. I just need some strenght and incouragement. How is everyone doing out there? Take Care, God Bless! Love, Snugglebunny