Sunday Coffee Talk
Yes I am still up- havent slept a wink all night and am drinking coffee. I am always worried about regaining but I know I wont becasue this procedure was my last hope and Im NOT gonna screw it up. I have 20 lbs to get to my ideal weight but if I dont make it I am not gonna sweat it...I am happy how I am now.
Did someone slip me a no doze in my drink? lol
SHannon
Good question for a Sunday morning....
I don't honestly know what to say when people ask if I "would do it all again". I am far from goal, 2 years out, and don't think I'll ever be even close to the weight I want to be.
My body is of course, not the norm. I go on all liquids and don't lose. I exercise and don't lose. I eat what I want and don't gain. It's very strange. It seems like my body wants to be 198lbs. no matter what I do, and that's very very discouraging.
But, I was talking to my sister last night, and complaining that I went to such drastic measures to lose weight and now I'm stuck in plus sizes still. She laughed and said before I had surgery I said that I just wanted to lose SOMETHING, I didn't care if it was 20lbs. I guess 100+ is better than 20. I also know that I wouldn't have lost that without surgery. Still, it's so hard to deal with people that see me and say "Oh, you're done losing weight?" and knowing that I'm still fat even though I've been through all of this.
I don't think I'll regain, but I also know I probably won't lose.
Switching subjects...I'm off to Meijer for my weekly shopping. Tina, give me a list and I'll get what you need! I finally finished my accounting homework last night at midnight. Thanks for keeping me company guys!