from 2-week-freak back to square one

I found out today that the hospital cost went up yet again, and every cent would be needed in advance. $30k was pushing it, but I just can't do $35k. So I'm back at square one. I did call Dr. Brian Lane's office in Bowling Green Ohio, and they have a much better arrangement for self-pays. (Only $10-$12k up front.) But I'm nervous now; really nervous. I went from having everything set and ready for surgery on December 7th, now back to having an initial consult December 6th with Dr. Lane. *sigh* I'm kind of feeling like this surgery is never going to happen for me! Plus I'm losing the support of Dr. Hares' office; my nearest support is in a different state now. Anybody have any words of encouragement?

Hang in there Erynn! I started the process in 04 and then was laid off, then had to do my year of medical supervised dietinig- yes it can be a long road! I know keep the faith sounds like a bunch of junk when you are going through the rough spots but focus on what you ultimately want! Email me if you want to vent more! Jennifer

Good things come to those who wait. This is one of those things that truely is worth the wait. Hang in there it will happen for you. God bless you, Annette