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Okay for some reason i have been freaking out lately. Im scared as hell of eating because I dont wanna make my pouch bigger.I have lost 86 pounds in less than 3 months and im scared of gaining it back. I got the Open bypass because the doctor recommended it because its harder to make bigger. I got my first tattoo on my wrist its a small star to remind me of how well im doin right now (Im a Superstar lol ) and that if i mess up things will go back to the way they were (when i was fat) does anyone else worry about this often ?
It will be about another year before you really need to worry about gaining anything back. Most people do gain back a little too as their system levels out.
Being afraid of food will not make you healthy physically or mentally. Adopting good habits now will help you. I have read of a few people on this board who have some eating disorders since surgery. That is not a good thing.
I throw myself into exercise to keep my mind and body healthy. If I overeat one day or do not make the right choices, I punish myself at the gym. To me, that is healthier than being paranoid and scared all of the time. I exercise also so I do not gain the weight back. I still like good food and my appetite is pretty good as well.
I would certainly find something else to occupy your mind at this point. You need food as fuel to get healthy again. Living on 500 calories a day will not make you healthy(not to say you are, but just making a point). Eat well, and make good choices. Read up on nutrition so you are informed.
Keep up the good work!