Why at this age?
Why you? Probably because you want to enjoy many more healthy, fun, fit years ahead of you. You were probably tired of being overweight and not able to do everything you wanted to do. It does get better and like I said, I'd do it again because this was the best gift I could give myself. BTW, I'm almost 56 and I'm saying to myself why didn't I do this years ago.
Marie - what you are feeling is normal. I think that several of us have had the same thoughts at one time or another, especially immediately after this life changing surgery. It is all part of the change process, but as time goes on and we get use to the new "routine" and see all the positive health benefits, we realize that it was a good decision and a choice that we would do again. Hang in there, as time goes on, things will become smoother.
Richard R.