A WOW Moment and keeping my fingers crossed....
Today I had lucnh with a friend of mine, who I hadn't seen since September 2003. At that time I was about 200 lbs and still a bit leary. Twice since then I have not shown up to meet him because I was so embarrassed with my MO and our mutual friend was gonna be with him and I did not want to see the mutual friend either.
Anyhow, I shocked the daylights out of him and said I was only 15 lbs away from the weight I was in high school. Mind you, he is severely overweight (I would guess 375-400). He never asked "HOW" I did it, but rather "HOW LONG" and I told him about a year (which is the truth, and I did weigh about 235 lbs when I saw Dr. Genaw). He seemed surprised that I wanted to lose about 20-25 lbs more.
Anyhow, I told him I had passed our mutual friend yesterday, but I didn't have time to honk my horn....
I am hoping that perhaps in a month or so (depending on how I feel and look), I want to see this mutual friend, preferably ALONE!! You see, I have been madly in with him for too many years! I'm also hoping that the mutal friend will tell this dumb blond bimbo and hook up with me instead!!
I hope that my wishful thinking will result in me finally being able to for joy and give George at great big because I feel so !!
My friend George is the big reason in my life right now. I have not seen him since September 2003. I did not want him to see me being soooooo MO.
This is the last picture I have of us, taken at Christmas 1999. I was about 10-15 lbs heavier than I am now:
http://www.geocities.com/phonecardlady/xmas.jpg