Update!!!

HI everyone, I promised I woudl update you all on my progress to surgery.. I seen the Surgeon yesterday. I am at my all time high weight of 375lbs. I knew i had gained but, didnt really accept it until i seen the numbers on the scale. I feel totally miserable with myself mentally and physically. Im tired all the time, cranky alot, achey all over. Its awful. He wants me to start losing weight. I have to wait for about a year before i have surgery he told me. The reason is because of my suicide attempt in September. He wants me to be "in control" of myself. I see him again in a month and he wants me to start dieting. HE wants me to cut out carbs, gradually increase my activity level. He did say that traditional dieting wont help me..which i already knew. So, here i wait again. I know it will be worth it in the end...but, i keep thinking"will it ever come". I will update within the next month to let you all knwo how im doing.. Take Care!! Erika

erika keep your chin up it will happen and if you can diet and lose some it will help you alot ,,, and keep up with trying to get as much support as you possible can go to support group meetings and support on here helps and any friends and family support will help .. email me anytime you need someone to chat with [email protected] best of luck to you !! you will be on the losing side before you know it debby