Hi everyone

It's been forever since I have posted. Boy do I have lots to catch you all up on.... First of all as of this morning I am down 115 pounds. I weigh 185 (first time I have been under 200 since around my sophomore year of high school). Imagine that!! It's hard for me to believe at times... Second.. and this is going to floor those of you that know me... I am in the process of a divorce. Living with someone from the south has been difficult. I moved there because it's where he wanted to be, I hated it.. We came back and he absolutely did not want to stay.. tried to get me to go back to Florida, I refused. He up and decided he would go back with or without me. We have always had a very rocky marriage from the get-go and making it or breaking was what needed to be done, so we decided we would break it. This was totally mutual, no fighting. I am in my house with my kids. Things will be a struggle for a bit, but we will get through it. I'm not online much these days. Being Mommy and Daddy is a chore. I wanted to update everyone on me, and tell everyone Hello. I miss you all!! Take Care.. Kell

I'm on the floor! So sorry to hear the struggles you're dealing with. At least.....you do have something to be confident in! Your weight loss has been fantastic. Way to go!! I've tried to catch you on MSN a few times, now I understand. Keep strong- that is what you are, you WILL get through this. If you need anything give me a call..I mean it. All is in my prayers.... Lauren

Hey there..WOW that was a surprise.. I've been wondering what you been up to. I have been dealing with alot as far as my depression and wondering what to do with my life...I figure there has to be something better to do with my life then..excuse me..wipe asses the rest of my life I had suggested moving away..but shawn is happy where he is so im not sure what to do next. The thought of seperating did cross my mind a few times..but..still don't know what to do..Im sure you will do fine with all you demands you are a strong person. IF you need to chat let me know or call me...Take care and keep us posted!! Erika

Lauren isnt the only one on the floor. I am in complete shock. Now I know why you havent been messaging me. I have missed you! Please know I am here if you need anything!! Hugsss Theresa