Wednesday meeting

Hey you all I plan to make it Wednesday. I am now wearing a pant that is 10 inches smaller than what I wore 5 months ago. It is so cool to go shopping at Wa*-m*** and buy discounted pants for $5.00 and shirts for 2 or 3 bucks. I used to go to the big & tall shops and have to buy winter clothes in the spring for $30 or more and vice versa summer clothes in the winter. I was so sick of being fat, so sick of having people walk around me, so sick of kids looking at me like I was Santa. "WOW he's FAT"! Question: How do you deal with the hurts of the past now that we can no longer stuff the pain with food?

Of course every time I say I think I am going to be at a meeting, something happens and I don't make it--so maybe I shouldn't jinx myself, but I PLAN on being there Wednesday night too. I haven't been to a meeting in forever and am looking forward to going. Jill