I am detoxing!

As many of you know I have been semi frusterated with myself for my lack of willpower the last couple months. I am sure many of you can understand that it gets harder the further out, but I felt like I was going down hill with no way back up. Well I decided that I had to do something, there was no one to help me, I had to help myself. Yesterday I had decided to go to all liquids, of course inside I was laughing my butt off cuz no way could I do that. Day started out great but as always late afternoon I need something else. Luckily I had a salad in the fridge, I had a small salad with crunchy onions and lettuce in it. Yummy!!!!! Other then that I had sugar free fat free pudding and sugar free candy if I needed "more". I should have gotten more water in, but I will work on that. So, anyway, I got on the scale today and I lost 2 lbs!!!!! YES! I am now 10lbs from Daynas goal and 15 lbs from mine! I know I can make it, I will make it darn it! I know I am just a tad over 8 months out and should give myself a break but I do not want to, I want to do it! I want to kick obesity in the butt!!! I finally see myself as not fat, but still know I am overweight. Does that make sense? By most standards I am not overweight, I am a normal humane being, most have 5 or 10 lbs to lose, if not more. So, that makes me very normal, average even. Still, no one in hell is seeing my body naked, it scares me, can not imagine how others would feel. Of coures Nick loves me no matter how I am, but the skin on my tummy is just plain horrifying. I hope so much insurance will pay for andioplasmy. I am sure it will because the rashes are coming back big time, but there is always doubt till it happens. It is still a long ways off, not sure I want to wait that long, but I may not have a choice. Well, anyway, just had to share how happy I am with myself and my weight today, that doesnt happen often. I also "started" today so I am not sure what this week will bring as far as weight loss, but I WILL stay on track. Have a wonderful Sunday! Luv you all!!!!!!! Theresa 235/150/140?135

Theresa, I am proud of you! Those last 10-15lbs are going to be stubborn, but you have the right attitude to beat it. I think one of the biggest things is being happy with yourself and taking things one day at a time. Don't get discouraged! Jill

Hi Theresa, I just wanted to let you know that YOU ARE AWESOME...and i know you can do it... You have done awesome so far..Keep up the good work... Erika

Theresa, You sound very determined, and I belive that you have the will power to get the last few pounds off and keep it off! Keep your head up! Amber