Thursday

approaching the weekend already? 

Pre B: crystal light, tea
B: geek yog. w/pineapple and coconut extract
L: salad w/light dressing
S: orange
D: ??


weight unknown until I shower.  I did well until dinner yesterday and then we got Chinese and I ate crap.  Then overnight chocolate.  I'm approaching the anniversary of my dad's passing and I know I'm comfort eating.  I suppose being good until dinner is better than doing it all day.....gotta find the positive somewhere. 

Food isn't really appealing to me today?????  Huh?  I skipped breakfast and morning snack.  I had the one leftover crab rangoon for lunch at 11:30 and just now had 2 handfuls of almonds.  I'll take it......keep drinking and see what the rest of the day brings. 

I have no clue about my weight either, gotta hurry and get ready to meet DH, we are closing on re morgaging house "Again". goign to portland, car inspection.  I need a coffee.  DD just told me her car just died, they have no vehicle, and don't have a freakin dime, won't work a 2nd job.  her and her husband are 31 years old we give, give, give,  when do you say you can't help anymore.  get this one. they bought a Wii for xmas.  arrrrrghhhh.  we paid for their wedding, honey moon, and 7 months of her college loans. last year.  my DH retires in 4 months, we need to save our own money.  I"m having a bad day so far.  wish  me luck


B:  Coffee (maybe with a shot)

weight: 200.4  Argg!!!!  keeping it a liquid day today

It's tough, I don't give to my children that don't live at home.  My oldest is almost 25 and my DD is almost 21.  My son called around Christmas and I could tell he was hinting around that they didn't have money for the kids presents.  But he didn't come out and ask and I didn't offer. I haven't heard from him since.  They were trying to buy a house and it didn't pass inspection so they were waiting for the earnest money to come back.  I buy him, his fiance, and her four kids presents, that's enough.

Good luck, I'm sure it's tough.

I'm sure it's hard to know when to say enough is enough.  Good luck.

Weight today 263.0

I am glad that its almost the weekend. I haven't liked going back to work as much as I thought I would...

PreB: FF milk

Now: coffee

B: crustless spinahc/ham egg bite quiche thing
S: probably almonds or turkey jerky (that's what I have in my desk)
L: turkey meatball w/NSA sauce and dreamfield's pasta (I had a tuna melt yesterda, my first real sandwich since surgery I did open face on an Arnold's sandwich thin)
S: protein shake
D: salad w/chicken
LNS: popcorn as always and cheese stick

 I had a "big" pouch day yesterday.  I was hungry all day and it felt like I ate way to much.  Somehow, I still managed to lose a pound yesterday.  Today, I'm not nearly as hungry as I was yesterday.

B- Protein Coffee
S- Greek Yogurt
L-Tuna Salad (Tuna, walnuts, celery, nutritional yeast) on 1/2 arnold's round
S-1/2 apple
D-???  Looking for ideas.  I'm getting bored with the old stand bys

Just call me the bottomless pit today!  AAARRRGGHHHH!!  Between the meds and TOM, it has NOT been good....we'll just leave it at that! 
Good night!