TOO GO........

Well i did something that I usually try to avoid. I stepped on a scale at work and found out that i have lost another 11 lbs.  I couldn't believe. Now I am trying to find clothes AGAIN. lol I couldn't believe it. I have an appointment in Bangor on the 21st and my  aunt is going to ride with me. I'm still nervous about driving that far alone. Last time i did I feel asleep at the wheel that was scary. That happened when i was two weeks out from surgery. 

I try and go walking everyday. we have a lot of places that we can walk. I'm actually thinking of going for one this am. I have a lot of energy now and i love it. I also have to go to goodwill today and find some clothes or try. i haven't had a lot of luck there. I have tried the one in Belfast to, but no luck. I have also foud a guy that makes me feel like a million dollars but i don't know if something is going on or not. I call to have him call me, but about the only time we talk is if he answers the phone or if i catch him at work. A little history about him, he was a rny patient one of the firsts here in maine, but it didn't work as a life time change for him and he has gained the weight back. He encourages me like crazy not to make the mistakes he did. But when i called last and spoke he said "i will call, if you want me to". okay if i give him my number doesn't that mean i want him to call. I'm trying to figure him out. He is really sweet. Maybe i'm just still going on my old self where i was worried to much, maybe he is just as shy as i was when i was heavy. I don't kknow. i thought that i knew how to read people but this one is confusing and the more confusing he gets the more I"m lured to him. I feel like a teenage girl again. I don't know. I want to scream, cry and in the same sense i want to call and tell him that i really like him and npot to be shy around me. I have been there done that i understand being shy and all. I wiish i knew exactly where he lived, if i didn't have the kids i would stop by and tell him face to face. i don't know. I'm confused.

Congrats on your weight loss!  You're doing AWESOME!  Glad to hear you are feeling so energetic too!  It's WONDERFUL!!!!!

Not much to offer you on the "guy" front!  Maybe he's kinda jealous that you are doing so well and still losing yet he's regained all his weight?  I dunno?  GUYS!  Can't figure them out!  AND, if we did.........they'd change the rules again!  Sorry I can't help!  Good luck and remember that if it's meant to be.........it'll work itself out!
Ruth

thank you ruth, i don't think that he is the jelous type. I think he is disappointed in himself. he is so encouraging to me. he doesn't want me to go thru what he is as far as gaining it back. i could NEVER live like that again. I watch what i eat and try to work out when i can. its hard when the kids are with me 24-7 when im not at work or class.

I know you just start to figure guys out and they change again. lol oh well. they can never keep the samething just like DHHS workers. we are always changing too. hehehehe

Congratulations on the weight loss!  I wish I could offer some advice on men, but I don't know how I lucked into the wonderful man I have.

Good going Sarah. You're right around the corner from One-derland!!! 199 here you come.

I have some pants- 20w, 18 and 16. Do you want them?

Give me a call. 354-8992

Are they dress or jeans. I need to find stuff for work that is my hard problem