what if?
yesterday I worked out for 60 mins, plus 30 mins. of sanding. I was perfect in everyway. I ate great. drank extra water. lost 1/2 lb. woooohooo! what if I would of not exercised, what if I had had a drink or piece of chocolate. I bet I would have gainned 2 lbs. why does weight go on so easy and come off so freakin hard. I'm so sore this morning, I can barely move, my back hurts so much. I hate being Fat ! I'm so sick of it consuming every thought and movement I make. well, my whine of the day. Now, I'm off to give 3 people showers, make breakfast for them, bring MLM to his bowling league, then go to my parents to celebrate a small xmas. (Picking up pizza on way) ya! then home around 4:00 to meet with DD to start planning wedding. No time to exercise, unless i do it later, which prob. won't be happening, we'll see. Ya'll have a great day. I need to get my head out of this hole.
Hugs, Cheryl
Hugs, Cheryl
Wow...you sure are busy today!! I need a nap just from reading it!!lol You will get thru it, the weight thing sure is a pain in the ass...it seems no matter what I do I still am at 216, and I have even washed the scale down because it had like three pounds of hairspray build-up on it....and it still said 216!!! Someday it might move again!!!lol Have a great day!!
Surgery Day 374/Current 216/Goal 153
ok, day went well, didnt' have a bite to eat, just eating now at 3:30 for first time today, except for a few pieces of cheese. Now we're home to start planning the wedding, but "NOPE" DD called and said, how about doing it next weekend? grrrrrr, oh, well, just hanging out now, watching the Bruins, doing paperwork, cleaning bathroom. Might go out in Hot Tub to just get away....DId I mention I need a vacation. I'm being pretty *****y.