Need a fill Bad

I really need a fill, and DH said "NO" doesn't want to pay deductable yet for 2009. I guess he thinks I went thru all this for nothing.  I'm feeling pretty low right now.  gainned 4 lbs. over the Holidays.

I can't even imagine how frustrated and discouraged you must feel right now, not having your tool work for you. You absolutely have been through a lot for little results - which is precisely why you need to see this through and deserve to have the fills you need.

Thanks Candace, I feel like it has been a long journey, and try so hard to stay possitive.  But, I do have my low days, I guess today is just one of them.  I knew, going with the band it would be slow, I guess I just didn't realize how conservative my Dr. would be.  and in the process I've lost my focus a few times (haha, more then a few).  I read so many are at my level of restriction after one month, and I'm at 8 months.  But, to remain possitive I am feeling some restriction so its getting there.  I would have never done as well as I have without all you guys.  Especially those of you how have struggled, because it just made me stronger, and I didn't give up hope.  Thanks again,  Cheryl

I know how you feel. I gained 4 pounds too. I am really feeling it too. Off to the YMCA today for a major work out! That's my New Year's resolution... to work out more with weights. I've got to tone up bad. So much loose skin - it's icky. Jezum - you'd think someone was clapping for me when I have sex!!!! All that skin flapping around. What else can I do but laugh!

haha, now that was funny. bet you love the applaud......

Tell DH that I'll have Sarah kick him in the hip if he won't let you get that fill....JUST KIDDING of course!  I can't imagine how frustrating that is!!!!!!   Hang in there!  I know you'll rock at this!!!    We gotta get past these holidays and get rid of the leftovers!   YIKES!  

Hang in there!