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i am new to this. i will start by telling something about myself. i am 22 yrs old and i weight 350. my brother and my sister had weight loss surgery and are doing great with it. i need to do something and i just don't know what to do. i am scared that i am going to die if i keep up what i am doing and i wont to have kids and get old with my boyfriend/furture husband. i have tried weight loss but i think i am going to try that again but if i fail i don't know what my opion is going to be. i have been heavy all my life but i am just tired of it. tired of going shopping and not getting the clothes that i want. or riding rides with my friends or just not being sure of myself. i really just don't know what to do. thanks for anyone listening kelly