Today was supposed to be the day
Today I should not have been comming to work. Today I was scheduled for my RNY with Dr Kligman. We all know what happened there. Not crying the blues just regrouping and doing what I need to so I can get what I need. My health has taken a downward spiral since July. I refuse to let it get me down, I am working at getting my stamina up, my weight down, and endurance up so I can ride for more than an hour on the back of the mototcycle. Right now Blood pressure is up, joints hurt and my knee is almost like it was before the dr did the last arthroscopy.
There are things I want to do, like volenteer at a Horse rescue near my house but Zell says not until my health improves.
have an appointment with a personal trainer at the gym to see if I can develop a routine that my body can handle to work on at least flexability and pain management.
I hope that I hear from the Health Education and Advocacy Unit soon on my appeal and that its good news.
Getting tired of jumipng through hoops to get what I need.
Ce la Vi
Zells_lori is 'abuddignrose'
There are things I want to do, like volenteer at a Horse rescue near my house but Zell says not until my health improves.
have an appointment with a personal trainer at the gym to see if I can develop a routine that my body can handle to work on at least flexability and pain management.
I hope that I hear from the Health Education and Advocacy Unit soon on my appeal and that its good news.
Getting tired of jumipng through hoops to get what I need.
Ce la Vi
Zells_lori is 'abuddignrose'
never settle for less than you deserve and you deserve only the best. 
Ren:
Hugs to you and Pete. Thanks, I sure hope so. I am so tired of being tired, hurting and Drs. Even thou I refuse to give up, It gets overwhelming at times, as I know many here understand. There are times I feel bad for Zell because he wants me to participate in certain thing and he gets concerned about 'what might happen' I don't want to live the rest of my life on 'what if". I have had enough of that. I want to ride for hours on the motorcycle, ride a horse, go up and down stairs with out pain or like any one over the age of 2 yrs does. But right now It seems I can't do much. I vow to push as many envelopes as I can and to come out on top as often as I can. I may skin a few knees and elbows along the way but I will be D***ned I will give up.
Just gotta keep plugging along and doing what I have to and what I can.
Thanks for the support It really means a lot
Hugs
Zells_lori is 'abuddingrose'
Hugs to you and Pete. Thanks, I sure hope so. I am so tired of being tired, hurting and Drs. Even thou I refuse to give up, It gets overwhelming at times, as I know many here understand. There are times I feel bad for Zell because he wants me to participate in certain thing and he gets concerned about 'what might happen' I don't want to live the rest of my life on 'what if". I have had enough of that. I want to ride for hours on the motorcycle, ride a horse, go up and down stairs with out pain or like any one over the age of 2 yrs does. But right now It seems I can't do much. I vow to push as many envelopes as I can and to come out on top as often as I can. I may skin a few knees and elbows along the way but I will be D***ned I will give up.
Just gotta keep plugging along and doing what I have to and what I can.
Thanks for the support It really means a lot
Hugs
Zells_lori is 'abuddingrose'
never settle for less than you deserve and you deserve only the best.
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