Next Week At This Time.....
Surgery will be underway and maybe finished.
On my scale I've lost 12lbs but the doctors scale is a little higher OF COURSE! I'm going by my scale because that is what is going to keep me in check! Plus I can weigh myself in the morning at home
No weekend plans for me. I can't torture myself with holiday events when I can only drink. Instead I will be cleaning and doing laundry and getting my house ready for after surgery.
6 day and counting and only 3 of those day will I have to be at work. Thank the lord!
Good luck Nikki! I am glad that you are hanging in there girl. Congratulations on the 12 pounds you rock!
Have a wondeful weekend preparing for the beginning of your new life.
Hugs,
Have a wondeful weekend preparing for the beginning of your new life.
Hugs,
I am who I am and accept my feelings wholeheartedly.
Those that mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind.
Cira 249/144.0 current/goal 154/ 5'3" 10 lbs below my Dr's goal
You are doing such a great job! I know it has been hard. The rewards have already started. You are demonstrating to yourself that you CAN do this. You are truly committed to making this wonderful change for your new life going forward. I am so proud of you! Hang in there. The best is yet to come!
Debbie
Debbie
Thanks everyone for being my cheerleaders here. Please know that I come here everyday just to keep focused. Obviously many people I can talk to about this or share thing with that REALLY understand.
For the past months when I wasn't feeling well (due to the severe apnea) My friends just didn't understand. I explained to them to bare with me and that I just wasn't up to certain things etc. Well they wrote me off....so when I get this weight off and start feeling FANTABULOUS more new adventures will begin and past failed EVERYTHING will be behind me - including friendships. I'm not bending over backward for anyone to be my friend. Either you like who I am through ups and downs or not at all.
As I being to get rid of my food demons, I'm going to be tossing lots of stuff out the window! Surgery will be a new day to a new me! Look out, the Diva will be back!
For the past months when I wasn't feeling well (due to the severe apnea) My friends just didn't understand. I explained to them to bare with me and that I just wasn't up to certain things etc. Well they wrote me off....so when I get this weight off and start feeling FANTABULOUS more new adventures will begin and past failed EVERYTHING will be behind me - including friendships. I'm not bending over backward for anyone to be my friend. Either you like who I am through ups and downs or not at all.
As I being to get rid of my food demons, I'm going to be tossing lots of stuff out the window! Surgery will be a new day to a new me! Look out, the Diva will be back!