Rollercoaster Ride I didn't want to be on.

Thanks Leslie. I appreciate your support and prayers.

God Bless!

Ren

 Without going into things, trust me when I say...I feel ya on having a lot going on!

I'll be thinking good thoughts for you today...and always!

Congrats in the impending birth of your grandchild!  How exciting!

Take care!
Heather

Thanks Heather, I appreciate it! ........ and it is definitely exciting!

xoxox,
Ren

Grandmahood is  God' gift to for your sanity. 
Its tough when they come back.  things magnify as adults  
 Good luck - But OC, you need 1 week in Las Vegas and at least 1 day naked somehwere.  Cost about the same as an OC trip I hear.
Have fun

The 1 day sounds intriguing!!! Any ideas where?

Ren, I am so sorry for all the sadness that has been in your life. I have been there my Mom's sister was successful and I will never 4 get it. I feel that her hubby played a part in her situation and may have done it and wanted it to look like she had did it. I know she is in a better place. I hope your trip to OC will do you good and if you should need to talk or cry or vent. I am here and will listen. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Be strong Ren. I know you are so strong. I can see that from  the care and support you show for others... I am sure the new baby will bring you much needed joy.


                                                                                                            Hugs, 
                                                                                                                    Julie

Oh Ren - I am so sorry you have been going through so much. It is important to honor the memory of those we have lost. It sounds as though you are dealing with everything as best you can. Still, if you need an ear, I can listen. There is nothing like a new baby to bring joy and a happier focus into our world. Many, many years ago my oldest nephew was that for me during a very sad time of my life. To this day he is special to me and is a constant joy even though he is quite grown up. I hope your daughter has a trouble free pregnancy. Wishing you much better days ahead!

Debbie

Thanks Debbie!

I know that your nephew is very special to you. It's important to have at least one person in our lives like that.

Each of my children bring a different aspect to my life that I embrace with love and my daughter is my rock, my youngest is my compassion and my oldest is the voice of reason.

Thanks for the well wishes Debbie.

~hugs~
Ren

Thanks Julie. I appreciate your support.  I'm looking forward to new life in the family. I've already fallen in love with the baby and still have 7 months to wait.

I've only known one person who was successful and although we were only friends for a bout a year, but it was gut-wrenching and I still think of him often with a heart filled with sadness.

Ren

(((Ren)))

Just read your post this morning. I am so sorry for what you are going through at this time of year. It is good that you will get away. Please try to relax and detach from any of the negativity in your life. Always remember.......THIS TOO SHALL PASS!