Tonite is a meeting at St Agnes

for DVR patients.

I'm going.  not sure why. i get no benefit from it and I'm not going to be approved.

Brian does not attend.

how ironic is it that the failure shows up and the guy who's going to be scheduled for surgery doesn't go....

I firmly believe that everything we do in this life is a choice. Whether you choose to admit it or not, you are choosing to fight for your future by attending this meeting. I admire you for making this choice. I would be there if I was not already meeting with Ranesa tomorrow AM. Instead, I am going to the gym tonight.

You are also making a choice every time you choose words to cut yourself down. Remember, I caught you doing this a couple of times when we were at the Ocean. it is just my opinion. I have no professional credentials. However, I believe that negative thoughts are self-sabotaging and breed negative action. Positive thoughts generate positive action.

I am by no means perfect and still fight myself to remain positive on a daily basis. I refuse to give up. My happiness depends on it. I hope you will consider doing what will really make you happy.

Wishing you all the best!

Debbie

Nessa stop beating yourself up. I hate to say I agree with Debbie you are hurting yourself and there is no reason to do that. We have all struggled and it continues on a daily basis. You will overcome this and will get approved. Pick yourself up and give it all you have got... Fight the fight and don't quit. My hubby has always said quitters never win and I really believe that. I hope you don't give up something that you say you want. We are here for support and to cheer you on...


                                                                                                   Julie