Feeling miserable today
Im having so much upper back pain I had to take pain meds yesterday and they knocked me out. Today im still having upper back pain. Its right behind my breasts and radiates around to my ribs. Im so miserable right now I cant stand myself. Im also bloated and dont want to drink or eat anything. ive been having mild back pain since surgery but yesterday driving to Dr. Singh's office made it worse, plus I forgot to take anything with me to eat or drink so by the time I got home I was starving and drank down half of a Silmfast and then for the rest of the day I felt miserable bloated. Im trying to sip on some hot tea this morning but its leaving a bad taste in my mouth. My tummy is still sore from the hernia repair and my port still hurts. I dont know how im going to get through this day of work and tomorrow. I just want to lay in bed and cry. Im really feeling sorry that I ever did this because I just want to feel like a normal person. I never ever had upper back pain before surgery, why now?
Ok whiney vent over, just needed to get it off my chest.
You're probably right but I cant stand the thoughts of another surgery right now. I saw a surgeon 2 years ago and he said as long as it doesnt bother me he would leave it alone and it hasnt and honestly this is more back pain than the feeling I had of gallbladder pain. I just took some liquid motrin and its starting to ease up and I laid flat on the floor for about 20 minutes. Im gonna switch desk chairs today too.