~JILLY~
Thank you everyone. I love you all!!! Last night and this morning were so hard on me. I had a tubal in 2000 so to find out I was pregnant threw me through a loop. It was the LAST thing I would have expected until I started having every classic symptom. At first I was scared and then I said "I can do this, I am not even 4 mos post up yet but I CAN DO THIS" and I started to come to grips with the thought of a baby. But see I thought I had food poisoning last week and it wasnt, clearly. So I have been running because I have become addicted to running and I have cried myself to sleep a few times today thinking I DID THIS TO THIS BABY! Me! By running everyday. I mean I DIDNT KNOW! I really didnt know. But all the regrets in the world can't change what happened. I lost the baby in the middle of the night. I now have to go AGAIN to get my tubes retied. I feel like I have been ran over by a really big truck. And to make things so much harder....this Wednesday will be 7 years since the death of my six year old son Broderick. So the timing is just awful ;o(
Thank you to all of you! Your very special to me and THANK YOU AARON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
Thank you to all of you! Your very special to me and THANK YOU AARON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
Jilly -
I am SO, SO sorry this happened to you. YOU did nothing wrong, nothing. I think, in your heart of hearts, you probably know that.
So just rest, do what the doctors (and Mike) tell you to do and take care of yourself.
Know that we're all grieving with you and supporting and loving you!
Hugs,
Tia
Jilly sorry to hear this. Dont be hard on yourself. You did nothing wrong. Just do what your doc says and get lots of rest... If you need anything we are all here to help...Take care of yourself......
Julie
Julie
Loser's visualize the penalties of failure. Winners visualize the rewards of success.
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Mom I hope you rest in Peace knowing that you were loved and will be missed. Keep love alive in your
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