Feeling down
sylvie, i am glad you came to us to vent. it really does help to cry it out and ask for support. you just have to believe it will work out and you will have that baby soon enough. my clock sure is ticking too and i'm getting older and older. so i know how you feel. keep working hard and you will see the benefits. and there are always other jobs. maybe he can find out why he wsn't picked to help for the next time.