well got like 2 more this year

well as i said only 2 more classes , then i get a break in december and go 3 more months, will it ever be over, im so tired. weight goes up and down up and down,want it to be over with, i hated going to florida to see friend to only be out of breath and knees hurting so no running around like i use to , felt so embarassed when i got flush , and my dear friend sat me down in mall ran and got me something to drink and eat, i said great just what i need, and slept most of the time i was there i sure do help this goes away it cant get here soon enough, good thing is insurance is staying the same so should not have a problem with it sorry for ranting but its so depressing

I know how frustrating it can be. I remember getting so upset when things happened to delay my surgery. It will become a distant memory later on. Hang in there. You will be rewarded.

I am sorry it definitely feels like a long time. But soon it will be your turn and you will be feeling great.
Wishing you all the best!

I don't know much about what you've been through since I'm realtively new to the board, but it sure sounds heart breaking.  I know that once it's over you'll never look back and it will be all a distant memory.  I know you can't wait to feel better.