I have never been so nervous!
Tomorrow is the big day. 5:30 a.m. I need to be at GBMC for surgery at 7:30. I'm scared out of my mind. I have had the belly flutters all day. I wasn't this nervous when I got married (either time, haha). I wonder if I'll be able to sleep. I can't believe how thirsty I've been all day. Maybe it's because my body is concerned with becoming dehydrated? Maybe it's mind over matter, aka my own paranoia?
Okay, it is what it is! I'll be fine. 
I have my bag packed, and remembered my chapstick, slippers, robe and socks.
Say a little prayer for me. I look forward to becoming a loser!
Regards,
Ren


I have my bag packed, and remembered my chapstick, slippers, robe and socks.
Say a little prayer for me. I look forward to becoming a loser!
Regards,
Ren